tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78289786471187268382024-03-18T20:36:00.131-07:00in which a girl readsin which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comBlogger238125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-90421726001527627102015-07-01T11:47:00.001-07:002015-07-01T11:47:45.133-07:00an official end; but also announcing a new blogging home!Hi everyone!<br />
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It's been a very long absence. I've been MIA. I've just graduated from college (thank god!) and now I feel I finally have time to read and to write what I want, which is awesome. <br />
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So the (good, or bad) news is I'm starting a new blog. I've tried to revive this blog a bunch of times and I think I need to let it RIP. So RIP, 'lil blog. I've written an introductory post over at my new blog, <b><span style="color: #3d85c6;"><i><a href="http://ruminatarium.x10host.com/">The Ruminatarium</a></i></span>,</b> which will also be mostly about books, but not as much about YA. <br />
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It was so great blogging here. I'm a little sad to be officially signing off from In Which a Girl Reads, though I'm sure it's already pretty obvious that this blog actually died a few years ago. If you're reading this now, thanks for sticking with me until the very end. I've really appreciated your comments and your time. If you'd like to follow me over at my new blog that'd be lovely, but if it seems like it's not your thing, no hard feelings :) I wish you all the best!<br />
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Bye,<br />
-Choco/Meg in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-498523952379171762013-08-17T11:25:00.000-07:002013-08-17T11:25:45.507-07:00will be posting on another blog for the next four months (not exactly reading-related)Hi,<br />
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Okay, I have to admit, my comeback so far has been kinda lackluster.<br />
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But, I am really going to be blogging pretty consistently (I hope) over the next four months. I'm going abroad in the fall, and it seems a good idea to keep a journal of sorts. Therefore this new blog I've started is primarily a study abroad blog, where I'll be posting about any adventures I might have (though to be fair, even though I'll be living in another country I think I'll still manage to live a pretty uneventful life, as I always do).<br />
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It will be much more personal. I haven't posted there enough to know exactly what form the blog will take; but generally I'm thinking posts will be about my life or thoughts (in contrast to posts here, which are supposed to be my thoughts only about reading and words). It will definitely have a much smaller audience than this blog, primarily composed of friends or family.<br />
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I know some of you have said you'd like to be updated on things, even if I'm not writing on topics normally featured on this blog. Because it will be so personal and will have more identifying info than here, I don't really want to leave the link out here for any random person who happened to this blog on accident to click. I have a short form below, just asking for your email and name. I'll email you the address of my blog if you submit the form.<br />
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Before you fill anything out: I would like to stress that just because you follow/read this blog, it doesn't mean you'll be interested in this other blog. Please, make sure that you won't be disappointed or irritated to find this other blog not to your interest, or not up to your expectations.<br />
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So I expect the overlap between readers of this blog and readers of the new blog will probably be only a handful of people. But I figure there are some people who follow here who would be really nice friends to have, and who I would not like to lose a chance to connect with, since internet buddies are just as important as real life friends.<br />
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Oh, another thing: somehow the google friend connect on this new blog I've started is already broken, and seemingly irreparably? (bad blogger! bad google!). So it'll probably be a pain to be updated unless you have an rss feeder or psychic powers haha.<br />
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If you decide to not fill out the form, I wish you the very best for the rest of 2013 and beyond. I hope you find lots and lots of lovely books to put on your shelves and have hot chocolate or coffee whenever you want and have fluffy puppies or kittens serenade you to incomparably sweet dreams etc.<br />
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<br />in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-11566882018655125982013-07-26T21:49:00.000-07:002013-07-26T22:58:43.214-07:00review: a face like glassHi!<br />
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It's been exactly a month since I've written that "rash" post. I really should stop writing posts about posting. Anyway, I've been sitting on a review that I wrote a while back but never posted here. And I figure why not post it here, even if it's kinda convoluted. I just...<i>love</i>...Frances Hardinge? Like I want to be her best friend and read everything she ever writes, and sort of brandish her books at people and smack them on their lil heads until they read them *cough.* We need more Hardinge love around here, is what I meant.<br />
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<b>REVIEW:</b><br />
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The main character of A FACE LIKE GLASS, Neverfell, lives and works in the cheese tunnels of <br />
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Neverfell is pretty happy and innocent and lollops* all over the place and is clumsy and can’t keep still and is pretty likable because she is kind of like a puppy with too-big paws and a too-big tail. She's an apprentice to Grandible who is a Master cheesemaker, so she's got some serious skills with cheese. But she’s not allowed to go outside and has to wear a velvet mask on her face if she answers the door. There aren’t mirrors around, so she just assumes there’s something wrong with her face (such as hideousness)**. She longs to visit outside. She was discovered wandering around the cheese tunnels when she was 5 and that’s how she became an apprentice, but hasn’t left the tunnels since.
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The city of Caverna is special in quite a few ways, and that includes its people: they’re born without the ability for fluid expression. Instead, they have to be taught Faces, so a whole system has arisen, a market if you will— sort of the equivalent of fashion or fads or 18th century wigs or etiquette— where Facemakers teach you appropriate faces for each occasion. It’s become an art, the arrangement of a face. Most people have a range of hundreds of faces to express what they’re feeling; they’re numbered and titled sort of like haikus would be. I imagined them to be the equivalent of a slideshow— a succession of still, rippling photos (if regular facial expressions are fluid and like a movie).<br />
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You can imagine the kind of deceit possible with these Faces, and the difficulty of knowing someone if they can wear a kindly face all the time when they’re really actually mean, or look innocent when they’re really guilty. Everyone is prey; everyone can manipulate. This idea of Faces fits in perfectly into the world of Caverna which is full of schemers who have lived far too long and are all vying for control and power in the deadly Court.<br />
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Of course, Neverfell manages to get out of the isolated cheese tunnels (in a Alice-in-Wonderland tradition, she follows a rabbit) and from then on, she’s irreparably out in the wild and the world. She realizes the reason she has to wear a mask and hasn’t been let outside: she’s the only one in Caverna who has a face with live expressions. Any one who looks at her instantly knows she doesn’t belong and is an oddity. She's also unable to lie with such an expressive face. Since she’s been so sheltered and is so completely trusting, she becomes the newest pawn in the wiles and games of the Court, peopled by the heads of clans (who make the True Goods like the wines and chocolates). It really is deadly: you can show up to a feast and expect a number of creative assassination attempts in between each sumptuous course, and that's all part of the fun.<br />
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The Grand Steward oversees this court. I'm mentioning the steward because I found his character to be especially imaginative in a book bursting full with fantastical things. In order to keep track of all the plots and schemes and rule, he has resorted to only keeping either his Left of Right part of his brain awake. One is logical, the other not. One side of his body goes to sleep and the other wakes, and such is the divide he has two different personalities and two different bureaucracies. Neverfell interests him—she interests many courtiers since she is a tool waiting to be used be anyone with dastardly designs on power, which happens to be a good portion of the Court.<br />
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We are awakened to the world Neverfell is living in just as she is. We learn the way the city functions on exploitative labor (just as children will one day realize how our world does too). We find out that people are not always what they seem, and are complex--just because they seem primarily one way or represent a particular way of being does not mean they are not capable of any number of unexpected, opposite things (their appearance as completely one thing is <i>why</i> they can do such opposite things).That sometimes what is decaying must be struck at in order to clear way for the new. Oh, and a lot of important things about friendship. All of which are things that kids should be thinking about or at least introduced to.<br />
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Also, funsie things like trap-lanterns (which light up the dark city, powered with the breaths of humans); a Kleptomancer (grand thief) prancing around the city and pulling off heists; and my favorite element of all: Cartographers who are so mad in their quest to map Caverna (which is a twisty, illogical, impossible maze of ever shifting, ever growing tunnels) they have bent their brains into a madness. You can only talk to them for five minutes because their madness is contagious and starts making sense; they are creating crazed, fragmented, love poetry and art for Caverna with their attempt to map and survey her completely and discuss her peculiar beauty.<br />
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Anyway, this is some smart and quality kid’s lit, and it’s really the best kind of stuff out there. I really especially loved how Neverfell transforms from a naive girl to— well— someone who can hold her own against people in the Court while still retaining her sweet personality.<br />
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I hope you got a sense of how inventive and strange and delightfully weird and whimsical this book is from me trying to say what it’s about; I haven’t read such an intricate and original book for a very long time indeed. Hardinge has playful style with her prose—you can really tell she loves words and that she’s having lots of fun with all her unusual combinations. You can feel her joy in her writing while the words teeter and majestically dance and cavort on the page and do little cartwheels once in while with their tongues stuck out.<br />
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I will say that this book has made me sure that she is my favorite living children’s fantasy author**. Physical copies of A <i>Face Like Glass</i> might be a little hard to find. But if you can get your hands on <i>Fly By Night</i> (her first book, set in an alternate 18th century England and which I like even more than this book, probably) you will be very happy indeed and then we can be happy knowing that we have both read a book, which unread, means your life is a little bit less full of eccentric lively lovely children’s fantasy, which is a sad thing indeed my friends.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">* Yes, this is the book where I learned the wonderful word 'lollop.'</span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">** I have to warn you, if excessive use of parentheses make your eyes bleed, this post is going to be unpleasant. Kinda not sorry though, since I'm a grammar rebel. *ducks*</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">***Diana Wynne Jones is my favorite children's author of all time, in case you've forgotten.</span><span style="font-size: xx-small;">****</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">****Not that I was expecting you to remember or anything! I love her though.</span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-9965669956355676032013-06-26T13:28:00.003-07:002013-06-26T13:32:50.352-07:00perhaps a rash post, butHi everyone (if anyone is still here),<br />
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How are all of you? It seems a bit strange since I haven't posted here in such a long time --<i>years</i>-- so I don't know if I fit in this blog anymore-- it seems a little strange, foreign. I read a page or two of my past-postings, and it feels even stranger thinking I wrote those words because I don't remember them at all.<br />
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Some of this blog I've outgrown, certainly; my opinions on books and media (or life in general) are pretty changeable, and things I once thought great seem pretty lackluster or flawed now; or things I didn't as much appreciate I appreciate more now. I think I was 15/16 for most of the time I was posting here; I'm 19 now. So I guess I've changed in some respects. The last two years, since I've started college, haven't been so great in regards to reading, or thinking of books, or writing -- words and stories (except in TV form) have pretty much fallen by the wayside, so much so that usually I'll not finish a single book the whole semester.<br />
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Right now, I'm about a 1/3 of the way done with my summer break, and I'm finally getting down to some reading, although my concentration is awful, and it's difficult for me to finish a book now (I toss so many away after only being 1/2 or 1/3 done).<br />
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But it occurred to me that it was nice that I used to write down my feelings regarding books; even if I don't agree with these perceptions now, I'm still happy that there is even a record of them. My memory is terrible; if I didn't write things down, I would have no idea what I used to think before and what I think now. So I need to write; and writing is a type of thinking, and the way I best think.<br />
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So I have a small little hope to return to book blogging. I don't know how often I'll post: maybe once a week, maybe once a month. But if I ever read a book, and want to note down some particular feelings or revelations I had, I'll try my best to put them here, since it is already well-organized and easily found.<br />
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This blog will be pretty personal in my reviews, and they might not help you at all in deciding what to read; I won't be posting memes or doing any of the "traditional" book blogging things I used to do, and won't be sticking to just YA. This is simply going to be a place for my thoughts to have a small little home--I don't care if there are mistakes, or you don't like it (feel free to unfollow, or to scroll past). A glance at the followers button makes me a little scared of posting my thoughts here (so many people! so many strangers!)--but I'll tell myself not many people would read them actually--if it gets too scary, I'll make a new blog and post the link here.<br />
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Actually, I might do that--I'd like to start afresh, in some way--for now, I'll post here, and let everyone know if I move.<br />
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Nice to talk to y'all again! How has life and reading been?<br />
<br />in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-8065935774791813772011-11-05T22:13:00.000-07:002011-11-05T22:27:14.733-07:00now on indefinite hiatusThis is just to say I am hereby officially on indefinite hiatus.<br />
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Which you've probably figured out already since I don't post anything ever, am generally more elusive than nargles, and because this blog is more hiatus-filled than post-filled.<br />
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I'm sorry.<br />
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I'm now in college, and it's not as if I don't have free time--I do. I've just found that I can't read right now or talk about books in an interesting way.<br />
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It's hard to explain. I think I'm going through one of those periods where the way I think is changing. And this time, this feeling of WHAT DO I THINK? WHY DO I THINK IT? WHO AM IIIII? includes the reading and writing portions of my brain.<br />
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Hence, the hiatus.<br />
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Readers, thank you so much for looking at my posts and resisting the urge to gouge your eyes out while doing so. And for those of you who have left me comments-- I don't even know how to express my gratitude. I've gotten some comments on this blog that are really, seriously, the nicest things anyone has ever said to me. No one would say such things to me IRL, so it's encouraging that some of you have occasionally enjoyed what I have to say/ think my blog is worthwhile enough to read.<br />
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And some of you think I'm funny! (occasionally). No one in IRL thinks I'm funny!<br />
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Anywho.<br />
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I really can't say when I'll start posting here again, it could be soon-ish or a long time from now. In the meanwhile, I don't check my email for this blog or twitter or goodreads very often, though I do on occasion. I reblog things on tumblr, but it has very little to do with YA and basically no original material other than my incessant whining about life. If you'd like my url or just want to talk (though I'm a slow replier, I'll warn you!) you can email me at inwhichagirlreads@gmail.com.<br />
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In the meanwhile, I hope your life is considerably more chocolate-filled and book-filled and puppy-filled than mine.<br />
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Innumerable thanks,<br />
choco<br />
<br />in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-65740230767160283152011-10-10T17:04:00.000-07:002011-10-10T17:15:48.871-07:00what to do with YA ingnoramuses? Y<span class="in"><b>·</b></span>A<span class="in"><b>·</b></span>L<b> </b>ig<span class="in"><b>·</b></span>no<span class="in"><b>·</b></span>ra<span class="in"><b>·</b></span>mus <br />
(Young Adult Literature Ingnoramus)<br />
Noun:<br />
<b>1)</b> a person who has read little to no YA books but still insists on discussing them in a authoritative way. (ie: "I've read <i>Twilight</i> and the whole YA genre is terrible.")<br />
<b>2)</b> Often can be found spewing the following: "YA is badly written," "YA is not seriously written," "Everything in YA is lacking in complexity," "Adult fiction is so much better than YA," etc.<br />
<b>3)</b> someone who complains about YA's content, usually for the purpose of saying (hysterically) that innocent young children are being corrupted by YA authors.<br />
<b>4) </b>a person who can somehow make the phrase, "Oh, you read YA?" equivalent to, "You are an unintelligent and immature human being, and also I don't like you."<br />
<b>5) </b>someone who finishes off a negative review of a YA book with "But what can you expect? It's YA." <br />
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I think we've all encountered a YA ignoramus, in real life, on the interwebs, or both. Unfortunately, they are not one whit like nargles, as they're quite real, quite common and seem to crop up everywhere. Also, they are generally unpleasant individuals, quite vocal in their complete disdain for YA, and usually argumentative when you jump in to protest that YA is not at all as terrible as they think. <br />
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My response to YA ignoramuses has always been to chirp in with something along the lines of "But YA is really a very diverse genre that is not easily dismissed and categorized. <i>Of course</i> there are some bad books, just as there are bad books in every genre. YA doesn't make much sense as a genre anyhow, there's mystery books rubbing shoulder with romances and literary books and everything you could possibly find in one contained area in a bookstore. People who write YA aren't always in agreement with what it is, other than it should (mostly) have coming of age themes. Don't you see how silly it is to say all YA is bad?"<br />
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I might as well be speaking in another language when I say the above. <br />
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Lately, if I encounter a YA ignoramus on the internet, I try to point them to this article (<a href="http://www.inthelibrarywiththeleadpipe.org/2011/are-you-reading-ya-lit-you-should-be/">Are You Reading YA Lit? You Should Be</a>), since it is far more articulate than I am. I don't know if it's working, not because the article isn't great, but because it seems like YA ignoramuses are content to be willfully ignorant. <br />
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I find the whole cycle baffling:<br />
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Most of these people haven't read any YA. Or very, very little of it. They read <i>Twilight</i> (or even hear of it, secondhand, the information regarding YA blurred and distorted as it would be in the game Telephone) and suddenly they're educated enough, experts even, and feel the intense need to discuss YA and make broad, often misinformed generalizations about the whole genre. They're qualified to write ridiculous posts on the internet. Or worse yet, articles (and yes, this did happen a while ago, but I have a feeling it will happen again due to YA's increased popularity) in places like the <i>Wall Street Journal</i> or <i>Slate.</i> <br />
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It's not that I'm against discussing YA in a critical manner. I've written some discussion posts that do point out things I wish there were more of/ less of in YA (ie one on YA romance, YA high school dynamics, and older YA protagonists), but I don't mean those posts as a definitive statement on all of YA, and I certainly believe that YA harbors some of the most wonderfully written and communicative and fully emotional books being published today. Of course there are duds. YA is a genre, not a gurantee of quality.<br />
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So I wanted to ask you all, <b>what do you do when you encounter a YA ignoramus?</b><br />
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The YA community, when united, is capable of responding in a vociferous and wonderful manner via tweets and blog posts, as in the "YA too dark" debacle. But when you encounter a YA ignoramus individually, how should you respond? <br />
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In an ideal world, I would get every YA ignoramus to read some of the best YA books out there, such as <i>Jellicoe Road </i>or <i>Looking for Alaska</i>. I would like them to come back to me after reading maybe a hundred YA books currently being published (not just the ones published 5-10 years ago) and say that they still believe all YA is inferior to adult literature [insert other silly comments here].<br />
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But this doesn't happen often, as far as I've experienced. I link articles or suggest books, and I don't really see any evidence of change.<br />
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Would it be more productive to simply ignore them?<br />
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I've considered this, but not getting involved is a hard thing to do when you witness a YA ignoramus facilitating a discussion in YA on an online forum and disseminating their silly ideas to other people. <br />
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I guess there are several options:<br />
a) ignore them completely<br />
b) jump in and argue with them<br />
c) jump in and smother them with book recommendations and/or informative articles<br />
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I feel like c) is the most positive response.<br />
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Actually, I think I'll ramp it up more. I'll troll the next "YA is awful" online discussion and post a flurry of moving passages/quotes from great YA books, positive reviews, and shout I LOVE YA on top of my lungs.<br />
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Yes, I'll try that next.<br />
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In the meanwhile:<br />
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<b>What are your thoughts? What do you do when you come across a YA ignoramus? Please share. </b>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-20863226475802954762011-10-03T16:57:00.000-07:002013-07-26T22:06:02.757-07:00things I currently love <br />
I am writing solely out a desire to post something, anything. But mind has been too scattered lately to write a post that focuses on one thing only. Actually, to write at all, but the topic of frozen/vanishing words I think I should save for another post entirely. <br />
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To be honest, I haven't been reading much at all for the last few weeks, not because I'm a college kid and don't have time, but because I feel somehow disconnected from books. So I can't really talk about YA and yes I'm a sad excuse for a reader/reading blogger and really I don't blame you if you don't very much care for this blog anymore and I am surprised and deeply grateful that anyone at all still reads this blog (I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU WOULD) but I appreciate it <3 <br />
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I've been wanting to keep track of things that I'm currently inspired by or things on which my thoughts are turning round and round, sort of in a loop (restlessly) and share it with whoever deems it worth their time to stop by.</div>
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<span style="font-weight: bold;">IN TERMS OF MUSIC:</span><br />
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Chopin is currently my favorite person in all of time and space. I think it's pretty accurate that he's been termed the "poet of piano." You listen to him and it's just lovely complex heartfelt melancholiness, profound snippets of meaning and intense emotion sounding in your ear and guh I can not even explain to you how beautiful his compositions are I can't even--<br />
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Anyhow. I've always, for years, loved Nocturne Op. 9 No. 2, and I especially like <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvxS_bJ0yOU">Yundi Li's interpretation</a> of it, I swear I had tears in my eyes half way through. Also, recently, I've been quite captured by "<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRqynzR_8Ts">Aeolian Harp" Op. 25 No.1</a>, the inner melodies do sound very much like a sweet harp, and I'm somewhat lamely currently trying to learn to play it but my hands are sort of limpid and don't stretch far enough quickly or lightly enough (I lack a certain airiness of touch). Which makes me sad. </div>
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But. What I'm currently in love with? RUBINSTEIN, RUBINSTEIN. </div>
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I don't think even peanut butter and jelly beats the combination of Chopin & Rubinstein.<br />
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I like Yo-Yo Ma <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RM9DPfp7-Ck">in this</a>, listen to all four movements while you're doing the laundry or something :D</div>
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Can I just say <i>Downton Abbey?</i></div>
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Also. I've always loved HORRIBLE HISTORIES. I read those books when I was a kid, that and Roald Dahl and Diana Wynne Jones is what I mostly remember reading when I was young. </div>
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When I have the time I'm going on a binge. I mean, just to give you a sampling: <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2kyNbZc7oc">rapping King James.</a><br />
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But I do still have lines stuck in my head that I can't just GET OUT (seriously words, leave me alone).</div>
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"I would like to be the air<br />
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Sometimes I have related thoughts; wouldn't it be sort of awesome to know who you are and what you're doing at such a young age, like the people listed by Ed? And if you don't, what does that mean? When do you stop being lost in who or what you are, or is this a continual state, this uncertainty dogging you throughout your life? Why do some people have such a strong sense of purpose and others just don't? Do you need a purpose or is it enough to just go about breathing and eating?</div>
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in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-9876940169377932372011-09-23T19:15:00.001-07:002011-09-23T19:54:34.388-07:00books, you've failed meRemember when I posted about <a href="http://inwhichagirl.blogspot.com/2011/01/im-okay-with-ya-protagonists-that-are.html">how I'd like 18+ protagonists</a>, books with old-enough birdies who have flown from their warm nice homes and are off adventuring in the big scary world?<div><br /></div><div>That was what I asked for when I was still nestled in my nice warm home, thinking I'd like to live that sort of adventure through fictional people and yearning for such a book wistfully, in the same way you yearn for Harry Potter 8 or fictional foods like Butter-pies* or a new Hayao Miyazaki film. </div><div><br /></div><div>It's not necessary to your existence but it'd be interesting and cool and make you'd feel entertained and happy if those yearnings suddenly materialized. </div><div><br /></div><div>Well, I feel 18+ books are kind of necessary, now, not just a nice addition to maybe have someday.</div><div><br /></div><div>Since I last posted here, I've started college. And while it's COLLEGE and everything what I really wish I had--as I walk around adrift on campus confused by everything and everyone and a bit lost and lonely and basically a choco-tumbleweed of a girl---is a book or a fictional character I could relate to. </div><div><br /></div><div>And I don't have that, not really. Boarding school YA-ers? They're never homesick. They're too busy playing pranks or chasing after manic pixie dream girls or learning magic.</div><div><br /></div><div>High school I understood. There are a thousand high schoolers within the pages of books I can talk to, and these shared experiences I had with these YA high schoolers made it more bearable and doable back then.</div><div><br /></div><div>But college? Not just college, but this living on my own, living far away from everything familiar and normal, this complete sudden shock of EVERYTHING BEING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT?</div><div><br /></div><div>This, I don't understand. And this is definitely a harder and more dynamic and interesting and new and strange and weird part of my life than high school was. </div><div><br /></div><div>I think you readers will understand what I'm trying to say more than anyone else possibly could. We book bloggers and book readers are so invested in characters and paper-word-worlds that we sort of live our lives in conjunction with the stories that we love and the characters that have melded themselves into us and sometimes we find comfort in characters who are going through the same scary and untested and quite strange situations we're also going through. We become them and they become us in some small but beautiful way and things are just better, having a chance to learn about life through others' eyes.</div><div><br /></div><div>YA has books that are like friends you can lean shoulders on or maybe older siblings that tell you what to expect. </div><div><br /></div><div>And you know what?</div><div><br /></div><div>There's nothing of that sort for college. Or more precisely, that aching feeling you get of not being home anymore and of being a semi-adult and figuring out how to take care of yourself. </div><div><br /></div><div>I get that there are more pressing things to read and write about other than college students shellshocked by this sudden appearance of a newfangled life.</div><div><br /></div><div>But there is also room for these types of books, somewhere. If there's room for sparkly vampires, there better be room for "WAIT...WHAT... I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING. I AM EIGHTEEN BUT NOT IN ANYWAY IMMUNE TO COMING OF AGE." books.</div><div><br /></div><div>I guess what I'm getting at is I would like to know things, and this college thing is something I feel utterly unprepared for by books. <br />I would like to read about teenagers out in the world struggling to transition because I find it laughable and weird that anyone would think transitioning into an adult would be easy or uninteresting or not meaningful material for a book. </div><div><br /></div><div>This was a ramble. </div><div><br /></div><div>I hope you are all doing well and reading lovely books. </div><div><br /></div><div>I would like to post here more often again.<br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-style:italic;">*oh Diana Wynne Jones your Tale of Time City is lovely</span></span></div><div><br /><div><br /></div></div>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-56338577912487238222011-08-20T21:19:00.000-07:002011-08-20T21:22:32.549-07:00Review: How I Live Now by Meg Rosoff<a href="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1256490664l/161426.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 303px; height: 475px;" src="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1256490664l/161426.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>
<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(24, 24, 24); font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(24, 24, 24); font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><b>SUMMARY:</b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px; "><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 5px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "><em>It would be much easier to tell this story if it were all about a chaste and perfect love between Two Children Against the World at an Extreme Time in History. But let's face it, that would be crap.</em></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 5px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Daisy is sent from New York to England to spend a summer with cousins she has never met. They are Isaac, Edmond, Osbert and Piper. And two dogs and a goat. She's never met anyone quite like them before - and, as a dreamy English summer progresses, Daisy finds herself caught in a timeless bubble. It seems like the perfect summer. But their lives are about to explode.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 5px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">Falling in love is just the start of it. War breaks out - a war none of them understands, or really cares about, until it lands on their doorstep. The family is separated. The perfect summer is blown apart. Daisy's life is changed forever - and the world is too.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 5px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; ">
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<br /></span></div>First, I hope that this was intentional, as the phrasing is quite distinctive:
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<br />"Early the next morning I was strolling around as usual in my unpleasantly populated subconscious..."
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<br />"I was wandering around as usual, in my unpleasantly populated subconscious..."
<br />— Dodie Smith (I CAPTURE THE CASTLE)
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<br />I do hope Rosoff is paying homage to Smith's brilliant I CAPTURE THE CASTLE here. I'd like to think so, because HOW I LIVE NOW otherwise possesses a thoroughly original voice. If I really tried, I could summon up the similarities between these two novels: I CAPTURE THE CASTLE and HOW I LIVE NOW both have main characters whose voice renders them completely real as people, perhaps more than real. Both novels bring the English countryside (a la run down castle/manor) to life with glorious, ecstatic prose and touch on first love, albiet with rather unconventional love interests (bearded older man in love with sister/ cousin).
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<br />I first read HOW I LIVE NOW more than a year ago, when it was recommended to me by a friend (thanks, Vee!). I don't know what I was doing at the time, but for some reason, I didn't connect with the book. I barely remember reading it, though I do remember vaguely thinking "this is pretty good."
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<br />When I reread it yesterday, the aliveness and the vividness and the connection was there. As if this book had waited for me, patiently, resting in my bookshelf until the day I could pick it up in the right frame of mind and really appreciate it.
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<br />I appreciate it now.
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<br />HOW I LIVE NOW is one of the voice-iest YA novels I've ever read. The main character Daisy is humorous and LOUD and uninhibited and insightful. She narrates with run on sentences breathless with wit and CAPITALIZED WORDS to emphasize a point. There's not much dialogue, and the book is mostly her telling us what happened and what she thinks, but it works. It more than works.
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<br />At first, HOW I LIVE NOW has this sense of peacefulness (although mediated with Daisy's loudness) emanating through the pages. Her cousins, who she comes to live with in England, possess gifts that are related to us in a matter-of-fact tone but are actually quietly magical: Isaac and little Piper talk to animals, and Edmond can feel Daisy's thoughts. There's this light touch of magical realism when it comes to Daisy's interactions with her family, making everything feel sort of strange, but lovelily strange.
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<br />Later, Daisy falls in love with cousin Edmond, and though she acknowledges it's wrong, she talks of it as if it's inevitable and natural and effortless. I don't know if I really understood the Edmond/Daisy relationship. Was it just two alone souls reaching across to each other, yearning for love during a time of war? Was it lust? If Daisy is to be believed, this is love, though of an unorthodox kind.
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<br />Daisy and cousins spend a few golden months living without parental supervision (thanks to her Dear Aunt being stranded in Norway). They fish and swim and play and it's generally a bit like The Garden of Eden. War interrupts eventually, as it has a habit of doing. Daisy has hinted at it since the beginning. The enemy is unnamed, the public is confused, cites are bombed, people are dying. When war finally catches up, Daisy and her cousins are separated. There's death and violence, without sense or cause, graphic and mindless and sickening to read about. Daisy and her cousin Piper stick together, attempt to survive it all. It's here that Daisy comes into her own, and when I wanted to stand up and APPLAUD because she's so damn strong.
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<br />Really, the only problem I had with this book was the ending, and then the six-year jump that acted as an epilogue. The precursor to the time jump was abrupt and Rosoff, for whatever reason, had Daisy tell us about it only after it happened, which was disorienting to me. The six year-jump was interesting, especially since Rosoff matured Daisy's voice beautifully. But the ending almost felt almost like Rosoff laughing at us and saying "hey, these really cool and fascinating things happened, and sorry that you missed it, but here's this situation and ending that will hopefully tie things up for you."
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<br />Still, I really liked HOW I LOVE NOW. It's one of those books that's left an impression on me, one that I'll return to reread. Most notably, its narrator managed to escape its pages and become a part of me. I think that's when you know you've read a good book; when you can feel the edges of a character and the dimensions of his/her voice, and they've set up shop in your brain and they're as complete and solid to you as a person you might've talked to in real life.
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<br />Yes, I'm glad I reread HOW I LIVE NOW.
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<br />RECOMMENDATION: Highly recommended. It's a Printz winner, so I'm not the only one who thinks it's great. </span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-42134552679826649072011-08-12T10:41:00.000-07:002011-08-12T11:43:20.291-07:00I'm kind of tired of series.I've noticed something lately: when it comes to series, I'm feeling reading fatigued. <div>
<br /></div><div>When I browse through upcoming reads on goodreads, I kind of internally flinch away when I see MARVELOUS INTRIGUING TITLE <b>(#1)</b>. More often then not, I'm noticing, this (#1) intrudes subtly but insistently upon my subconscious, radiating <i>do-not-read</i> vibes. I guess that (#1) scares me away. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>It's not that I'm against series, particularly. How can you be against books? So that's not it, it can't be it. I love the Harry Potter series. I love Garth Nix's Seventh Tower Series. I can do it, I can read through seven books about one character that take years and years to come out. I can stick by a series. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>I can. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>It's just, I sort of resent the occasions where, by picking up one book, you've signed yourself unknowingly over to having to pick up the next one or two or five, in order to get a satisfying conclusion. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>I sort of resent reading a very strong first book that would be pretty much great if it didn't have a cop-out, scrambled together ending that inserts a ready-made conflict solely so the BRAVE MAIN CHARACTER can embark on another adventure. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>I sort of resent reading a filler second book that only leads to a third book that's not even as good as the first one. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>I guess I can deal with the series trend when the first book has a satisfying, fulfilling conclusion, when it can be read as a standalone. And yet, I'm human, I'm a reader. I'm far from invulnerable to that pang that hits you when you see the next book out in the bookstore, or it's shiny new cover of shininess, or that main character you loved gracing the next new book with her visage of awesome.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Much too often, in the same manner I'm drawn inevitably to a box of unwrapped and tantalizing chocolate*, I can't resist. I pick up the next book, shelling over that $18, and float home wrapped up in a cocoon of excited expectancy. But more often than not, I'm in for a few hours of frustration. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>I'm not inherently opposed to spending another book's time with the same character. I don't have problems with the <i>idea</i> of a continuing story. It's just, too often, that next book isn't worth it. It sort of ruins the memory of that first book in my mind, colliding and enmeshing with it, until I can't separate the two reading experiences. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>I guess I get too attached. From the HUNGER GAMES trilogy to WHERE SHE WENT (sequel to IF I STAY) to THE WAKE TRILOGY I've felt that disappointment. And then I wonder, why? </div><div>
<br /></div><div>Why can't <i>I</i> just leave it at one? Why can't the <i>author </i>just leave it at one? </div><div>
<br /></div><div>So now, I'm very hesitant to pick up any book that has <b>(#1) </b>tacked on to its title. I know it's judgmental and horrible of me in a way, but I feel like it's the only way I can save myself from disappointment. I dislike feeling disappointed, after being left to wait a year or two before the cliffhanger ending is resolved. I dislike feeling like the characters have morphed into unpleasant caricatures of themselves, dislike feeling like the true ending (the last book in the series) didn't quite live up to the beginning, the first book. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>I understand the logistics behind the abundance of YA series, the money behind it and why publishers love it so much. And some stories are legitimate in that they're too big to tell in one book, like LORD OF THE RINGS. This series epidemic is by no means a YA-only occurrence; I feel torn to shreds by George R.R. Martin's devilish, scheming mind as he cavorts away from any sort of resolution, leaving countless cliffhangers in his A SONG OF ICE AND FIRE series.**</div><div>
<br /></div><div>It's just, this feeling as a reader--that you can't trust books because of that fateful (#1); that you have to be cautious; that you must not pick up the second or the third unless you want you reading soul to be crushed into let-down smithereens--isn't a nice one to have. It makes me a little sad, and most of all, so weary. </div><div>
<br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span">*Or cookies. I can't resist those either.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span">**Don't get me wrong. I love A SONG OF ICE AND FIRE, but those last two books? A bit of a let down. However, it's definitely a case of a story too big for one book</span>.</span></div><div>
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<br /></div>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-70188288580624335602011-08-10T22:50:00.000-07:002011-08-11T00:27:27.844-07:00my past reviews are mostly void + title vibes+ notes<div><b>Concerning reviews:</b></div>I think about 70% of my past reviews are either overexcited, too verbose, or misrepresent my current views on those books. <div>
<br /></div><div>My reading tastes have altered. I don't agree with a lot of what I say in those reviews anymore. I don't agree with my ratings anymore. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>And I don't understand why I felt the need to write such long reviews that SUMMARIZED the book in the first two paragraphs when the book summary is RIGHT THERE. *facepalm*</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Therefore, I will probably be taking down a few on goodreads and editing some of the others. </div><div>
<br /></div><div><b>On another note:</b></div><div>
<br /></div><div>No more ratings on this blog. Just four categories of recommendation:</div><div>1. HIGHLY RECCOMENDED: Read this book--it's worth your time.</div><div>2. RECOMMENDED: Not bad, but proceed with some caution.</div><div>3. NOT RECOMMENDED: Not a good read.</div><div>4. SAVE YOURSELVES! : Terrible. </div><div>
<br /></div><div><b>Another another note (title vibes):</b></div><div>
<br /></div><div>I have recently noticed something terribly obvious but still feel enlightened. Have you ever noticed how some authors always have similarly worded titles? NO I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT HARRY POTTER and other series titles. (I'm not that thick.). I mean, books that aren't even related to each other, other than by author.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Take Courtney Summers:</div><div>
<br /></div><div>CRACKED UP TO BE</div><div>SOME GIRLS ARE
<br />FALL FOR ANYTHING</div><div>
<br /></div><div>It's all :drumroll: common expressions that almost feel like they're begging to have a sentence filled in around them. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>OR</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Sarah Dessen:</div><div>WHAT HAPPENED TO GOODBYE</div><div>ALONG FOR THE RIDE</div><div>THE TRUTH ABOUT FOREVER</div><div>JUST LISTEN</div><div>etc etc (this lady has written too many books)</div><div>They sort of have the same feel, these titles. Like they were all born from the same title mother. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>OR </div><div>
<br /></div><div>Laurie Halse Anderson</div><div>SPEAK</div><div>WINTERGIRLS
<br />CHAINS </div><div>TWISTED</div><div>CATALYST</div><div>PROM</div><div>
<br /></div><div>It seems the gods of publishing has forbidden this lady-authoress multi-word titles. She gets to be the queen of enigmatic one word titles instead.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I mean, it's hard to explain, but don't a lot of books with the same author give off similar title vibes? Think about it for a minute. They just feel connected, don't they? There's probably some clever explanation--similar number of syllables, corresponding vowels, but I don't know what it is. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>Or possibly I'm crazy and a few choice examples don't mean anything and I'm wasting my breath. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>But still. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>Even if my enlightenment is false, I feel happy. However, this is a rather sad revelation for debut authors that secretly hate their first titles, I'm thinking. They're dooooomed. </div><div>
<br /></div><div><b>on another another another note:</b></div><div>
<br /></div><div>I'm not officially out of hiatus mode. Just lately, I've felt like writing conversational things about books, and instead of talking to myself in my head I thought, why not talk to myself on the internet? </div><div>
<br /></div><div>So no, I am not officially back because if I say that what happens when I have to disappear for college (which I'm starting soonish, ahhhh!) </div><div>
<br /></div><div>But I am not averse to occasionally littering the odd thought/review/nothing-babble/ramble here.</div><div>
<br /></div><div><b>another another another another note to anyone who still knows who I am:</b></div><div>HELLO AND I LOVE YOU. </div><div>
<br /></div><div><b>another another another another another note: </b></div><div>
<br /></div><div>I quite like goodreads now. My profile's <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/user/show/3007716-in-which-a-girl-reads">here</a>, if you'd like to friend me. It's a lovely place and I've taken to checking it around once a day. </div><div>
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<br /></div>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-73862505838896004352011-08-07T20:31:00.000-07:002011-08-07T20:47:33.360-07:00Imaginary Girls by Nova Ren Suma<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1289841294l/8603765.jpg"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 314px; height: 475px;" src="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1289841294l/8603765.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />I am leaving this here solely because I would like this beautiful cover on my blog first-thing, not some depressing post about a hiatus.<br /><br />Also, hello (:<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />SUMMARY:</span><br />Chloe's older sister, Ruby, is the girl everyone looks to and longs for, who can't be captured or caged. When a night with Ruby's friends goes horribly wrong and Chloe discovers the dead body of her classmate London Hayes left floating in the reservoir, Chloe is sent away from town and away from Ruby.<br /><br />But Ruby will do anything to get her sister back, and when Chloe returns to town two years later, deadly surprises await. As Chloe flirts with the truth that Ruby has hidden deeply away, the fragile line between life and death is redrawn by the complex bonds of sisterhood.<br /><br />With palpable drama and delicious craft, Nova <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Ren</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Suma</span> bursts onto the YA scene with the story that everyone will be talking about<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">REVIEW</span>:<br /><br />I just finished IMAGINARY GIRLS. Literally--I turned the last page a moment ago. It's normally a bad idea for me to write reviews without a breathing period, where my thoughts can take shape, my reaction stabilize. And I haven't written a review for a long time, have purposefully not written reviews for months. But I want to write this so I can think about this book more. I'm not sure what I feel about this book and why. I need this space to decide.<br /><br />In some ways, this book was everything I could ever want out of a novel. In glittering, shining moments of the narrative, when a particular line uncurled itself from the page, came alive, just stood there and said hello to me, I felt it. When an arresting image appeared in front of my eyes, vivid and real enough to touch or breathe or live briefly in, I felt it. It's that thrilling feeling you get sometimes, when you're reading something that will become important to you. It's like a tickle in the gut. This was THE BOOK, I thought. My newest soul-book.<br /><br />But for some reason, as the last page lies read on my nightstand, I realize IMAGINARY GIRLS never quite arrived there. What I'm left with is more a fleeting impression of a novel; several alive scenes, restless segments of language stuck in my head, a recollection of dialogue. At this moment, at least, IMAGINARY GIRLS is not quite substantial enough for me. Not quite enough.<br /><br />It's not because of the prose, because the writing is beautiful. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Suma</span> writes with such grace. Her sentences flow ceaselessly on the page, undulating into and out of themselves, connecting with each other in moments of wonderful rhythm. Her imagery is precise--the details, small actions and appearances of characters focused on with microscopic intensity render sometimes surreal, sometimes poignant scenes.<br /><br />It's not the premise. Magical realism or surrealism are currently my favorite things to read. I want more of it in YA; I'm hungry for it. And I want more stories like this in YA, that leave questions in your mind,<br />that are perhaps a bit strange but singularly unique, that make you think. Though the slow-moving events and the sometimes lack of a plot won't win as many teen readers over, I didn't mind too much, although I'll admit my attention sometimes waned during long paragraphs of internal monologue. Or perhaps it is the plot--how do I explain? It doesn't feel entirely like a linked story, this book. More a collection of compelling, surreal images. There's more atmosphere than happening, more prose than character.<br /><br />And it's the characters, I've begun to think, that makes this book one star less for me. They're not quite enough. It's the fact that I can't sense them. They didn't come alive, in the way the setting and the descriptions did. I can't think of a character trait for the main character Chloe other than her obsessive love for her sister Ruby, her yearning. Ruby is easier, I suppose. She's cruel and beautiful and powerful. But Chloe? She's an empty vessel for the story. She narrates. She tells of enigmatic, wonderful Ruby, and that is all. But do I have a right to complain about her, when I love THE GREAT GATSBY so? Shouldn't I think something more reasonable, like Chloe's lack of substance is a reflection of Ruby's power to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">ensorcell</span>, to captivate everyone and everything, so even a book about her younger sister focuses on her while her "echo" of a sister dissipates?<br /><br />I don't know. I am left feeling strange by this book. It's not the more unusual turn of events, which I found refreshing and lovely. It's the feeling of having missed something, lost something. Maybe if I'd read this earlier in my life (or later--I'm not sure which) it would have meant more to me. It's the fact that it doesn't--for whatever reason--the characters, I suppose--that makes me feel unsettled, more than the threatening, oil black surface of Chloe's reservoir ever did.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">RECOMMENDATION</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">: </span>Highly Recommended. One of the better YA books I've read, though the mystery of why I don't strongly love it (only really like it) is why I wrote this review.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">SOME CHOICE QUOTES:</span><br /><br />"I was an echo of her."<br /><br />"In reality I was a pencil drawing of a photocopy of a Polaroid of my sister--you could see the resemblance in a certain light, if you were seeking it out because I told you first, if you were being nice."<br /><br />"my boots miss your feet<br />my head misses your hairbrush"<br /><br />"She locked her eyes on mine. (The whites of her eyes staring up at the half moon.)<br /><br />She cracked a smile. (Her lips drained of color.)"in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-5500669268073464872011-04-12T15:15:00.000-07:002011-04-12T15:38:53.942-07:00on hiatusI write this because there is an air of unfinished business emanating from this blog. I can feel it at its peak when on the internet, a sense of expectation waiting in the folds of the blogosphere. I've been wanting to write this post for a while now, but haven't. Putting things off is my forte.<br /><br />For anyone who's followed <span style="font-style: italic;">in which a girl reads</span> from the very beginning, or at least a time where I was actually blogging regularly, it's pretty obvious that my blog currently lacks luster. New posts are rare. My comments and reading of other blogs is almost nonexistent. I'm just--to put in plainly--not here anymore.<br /><br />I've expressed a certain sadness at this withdrawal from the blogosphere before, and at this realization, also expressed a desire to revitalize a blog quickly disintegrating. I tried--and I think we can conclude, as of now, I've failed. Miserably.<br /><br />I could blog if I wanted to. But that <span style="font-style: italic;">want</span> just isn't there any more.<br /><br />The thing is, I'm different from the starry-eyed fifteen year old that accidentally began blogging almost two years ago. I read different books. I think different thoughts. I have different priorities.<br /><br />This is reflected in my blog. I don't know what to post anymore; I'm deeply unsatisfied with my reviews of late, and feel that they've lost a lot of their meaning. I think my impressions when reading have lost a lot of their weight with the general reading audience. And I rarely read YA anymore. What books I do read, I read differently; slowlyslowlyslowly, ponderously, with a different purpose.<br /><br />Last year, I went on a month-long hiatus to study for AP tests. As I look into my future months, I see the best thing to do is to go on hiatus at the present time.<br /><br />In April I have:<br />1) AP death studying<br />2) the biggest decision of my life yet: I have to decide (oh no, oh no) where I'll attend college, and this decision is literally occupying my mind day and night.<br />In May I have<br />1) AP testing<br />2) Finals<br />3) Graduation.<br /><br />This isn't too much, but throughout summer I'll have limited internet access. In fall, I'll be starting college. Throughout this all I have scholarships to do, family and friends to spend time with, a book to write, new worlds to explore.<br /><br />I've concluded I'd like to spend my time in the next three months (at least) in venues other than blogging. And really, I think dragging things out--pretending unfairly to myself and to readers that I can dedicate myself to blogging at this present time--isn't the right thing to do.<br /><br />I don't want to call this a goodbye post--it's definitely not that--but a hiatus post. I will be taking a break from blogging, at least for a few months. I hope to come back one day.<br /><br />If you'd still like to contact me in the next few months, please email me at inwhichagirlreads@gmail.com<br />I'd love to hear from you. Any of you: lovely commenters, lurkers, people that would like to chat about books or chocolate or want college advice or anything. Hopefully I won't be as awful at corresponding as I usually am.<br /><br />And lastly, thank you for reading<span style="font-style: italic;"> in which a girl reads</span>, and for making my blogging experience thus far so much more wonderful.in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-30379706252255104732011-03-26T22:25:00.000-07:002011-03-26T22:45:50.945-07:00Diana Wynne JonesI want to write something beautiful or magical in memory of this wonderful lady. But I really just can't. I feel horribly inarticulate, like I can't express anything correctly. I feel like whatever I say is going to come out warped, not quite coming across as it should. I'm too sad--so incredibly sad.<br /><br />Diana Wynne Jones is and always will be my favorite author. She's the reason I read. Her books are what made me believe in fantasy, in writing, in reading, in the world.<br /><br />I want to write so many things about DWJ; paragraphs about every book I loved by her, sentences about the sense of wonder she instilled in me, lines about those countless hours I spent re-reading every word she ever published. I want to somehow capture what she means to me as an author. I'd like to express how much the news devastated me.<br /><br />I wept when I heard. I haven't ever met her, but her books--oh, they're just everything to me.<br /><br />Diana Wynne Jones is prolific and wonderful. She needs to be known and read. The best way to honor her is to love her works.<br /><br />I hope I am honoring her. I wish I had more words in me for this post, but today, they've failed me. I know I can say with certainty that my life would not have been the same without her books--it would not have quite as much magic in it, quite as much hope.<br /><br />Thank you for that, Diana Wynne Jones. I will never stop reading your books, and I will never stop loving them.<br /><br />RIP.in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-47356627947729343022011-03-13T16:38:00.001-07:002011-03-13T18:51:36.735-07:00Review: Anna and the French KissI woke up today thinking, holy smoley, I need to write a blog post. What happened to my New Year's Resolution to post nearly daily? What a blogging fail.<br /><br />I think life is moving too quickly for me (whaaa? I'm going to graduate from high school soon? I'm going to college?!), but also horrifically slowly (why do the days drag by slower than snails?).<br /><br />I really should blog to fill that time up.<br /><br />Anyways, a few weeks ago I was hyperventilating over <span style="font-style: italic;">Anna and the French Kiss</span>. Reviews were uniformly glorious. I hopped to Book Depository, ordered, and it soon showed up on my door step, wrapped and bundled up. I read it last week.<br /><br />Which brings me to this present day. Lately I've been feeling a bit deflated because, *drum roll* I gave up chocolate for lent. <s>WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF HOW COULD I GIVE UP MY TITULAR LOVE? NOOO000oooo!!!.</s> So far, this has NOT been going well. *is in chocolate withdrawal*<br /><br />*rolls around in pain and heartache*<br /><br />*soul cries out*<br /><br />Ahem.<br /><br />Review time.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Book Summary:</span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1267522241l/6936382.jpg"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 275px; height: 415px;" src="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1267522241l/6936382.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />Anna is looking forward to her senior year in Atlanta, where she has a great job, a loyal best friend, and a crush on the verge of becoming more. Which is why she is less than thrilled about being shipped off to boarding school in Paris—until she meets Étienne St. Claire: perfect, Parisian (and English and American, which makes for a swoon-worthy accent), and utterly irresistible. The only problem is that he's taken, and Anna might be, too, if anything comes of her almost-relationship back home.<span id="freeText16632735391283293936" style=""><p> As winter melts into spring, will a year of romantic near-misses end with the French kiss Anna—and readers—have long awaited?</p></span><span style="font-weight: bold;">My Opinion:</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Anna and the French Kiss</span> starts out slow. In particular, the first three chapters drag by at a glacial pace, as the narrator busies herself with filling in backstory. However, the novel soon picks up speed, and by the end manages to overcome most of its flaws and standout as one of YA's funnest romance reads of the year.<br /><br />I am jealous of Anna. Oh, how I wish that my parents had packed me off to boarding school in history-soaked Paris, bakery goods and beautiful architecture everywhere, the ambiance of another country to fill my days. An experience like that would have quite honestly made my life, so at first I could not relate to the homesickness and resentful moping Anna felt as she acclimated to her new environment. Of course, many teenage girls would feel the same way as her and all in all, Anna is a pretty realistic character, which is the most important thing. I appreciated that she had a real passion--film--in her life, and ambitions to become something when she was older. I appreciated that her dialogue wasn't stilted or forced, that she thought like a teenage girl, that she had insecurities and flaws that added to her characterization. Above all, I found her relatable and likable, if a bit humdrum.<br /><br />I'm not so sure about the other characters though. I know that Etienne is supposed to the ultimate love interest, but I didn't really care for him. He seemed a little too, I don't know, <span style="font-style: italic;">perfect</span>. How many teenage boys exist like him? I really think they're a rare, if not extinct, breed. But I guess a suspension of belief on my part is needed, and the fact that he seems like a relatively caring, sweet person really negates a lot of the realism problems. The thing is, though, that as the story progressed, and Anna fell more and more in love with him, to the point of blind devotion, I couldn't help but wonder how unreliable Anna is with her observations of him. We're presented with this perfect semblance of a teenage guy: nice hair, an English accent, extremely intelligent, caring. Yet, his actions are anything but. If you pause and really think about him objectively-- fuzzy descriptions aside-- he's actually quite a jerk. He strings Anna along (a later explanation of continuous misunderstandings didn't really convince me) for much of the book. He flirts with other girls. He basically is leading Anna on, while he has a serious girlfriend that he won't break up with. I have to ask, isn't that cheating? Isn't breaking up with the girl you're not in love with anymore the decent thing to do before you start gallivanting around town?<br /><br />I don't know, that just strikes me as a horrid thing to do, whatever Anna tells me.<br /><br />This book posed a few interesting questions for me as a reader. Am I just not a romance reader, since I often find such issues with the idealized guy? Am I just cynical? Is the devotion Anna has in anyway similar to the devotion paranormal main characters have for their immortal boyfriends that I find so troubling? How do you differentiate between love and obsession?<br /><br />I <span style="font-style: italic;">think</span> I mostly got the impression of love out of <span style="font-style: italic;">Anna and the French Kiss</span>. What really saved the book was the gradual development of the relationship, the fact that they were friends first, that Anna helps Etienne through a hard time because she cares about him, not because he's got a pretty face. I think what separates this book from most YA romance is the fact that the relationship is mostly based on the two's actions for each other, not how hot or physically attracted they are to each other.<br /><br />And that makes all the difference.<br /><br />The one thing I thought was unrealistic: the college application process described. The timing was way off for when Anna got her acceptances, unless she got early notification, and it really wasn't explained at all, or explained vaguely. I found it strange that Anna kinda underhandedly decided about the whole thing without telling the reader about it. I mean, if you're going to move from Paris across to the other side of the country that you're normally from, I think that'd factor into your thoughts during senior year. At least a little bit, I'd hope.<br /><br />Ultimately, as much as a I complain, I can't deny that I had a wonderful time reading the book, and was caught up in the romance and most of all, her experience in Paris. Perkins has a gift for making her main character really develop, though many of the secondary characters did not come to life and were not as well-formed as Anna. I loved that Anna grew out of her hermitly ways and really blossomed. It was quite a nice thing to read about, and the relationship portrayed was endlessly complicated and interesting.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">My Rating: 8.25/10</span>. A good book, overall. I appreciated the many barbs against Nicholas Sparks types (ie Anna's Dad), too.<br />ETA: I think most readers will enjoy it more than I did, so yes, I do recommend it :)in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-63443155091646391902011-03-04T20:43:00.000-08:002011-03-04T22:12:16.344-08:00life as a book snifferI have a confession to make.<br /><br />I <span style="font-style: italic;">sniff </span>books.<br /><br />Please, don't judge. Don't look askance. Stop raising your internet eyebrows in judgmental ridges, I say!<br /><br />I can't help it. And may I ask:<br /><br />HAS BOOK SNIFFING EVER HURT A SOUL?<br /><br />I say no. (Unless of course, someone was allergic to a ink printed on a page and died tragically as they inhaled. )<br /><br />It's an innocent enough act, once explained.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >THE MECHANICS OF BOOK-SNIFFING</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">1. IN THE MIDST OF READING</span><br /><br />I will be sprawled on the couch or perhaps lying on bed, with a good book in hand, scanning the lines, letting them wash over me in waves of language.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgsedWh2Kcevf3Y5ojallOdyU4T2okkVBEtsMCFk-fkdnYSHdytCXHL4iZFoCCP8MYxx6PlBlYxlHxnYZh4mqNOcnc7D5XxbcEaYgQzPmXyHAGX641bo-b_Ulq2HOKQIdNaRtLcEGNTXI/s1600/choco1.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 262px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgsedWh2Kcevf3Y5ojallOdyU4T2okkVBEtsMCFk-fkdnYSHdytCXHL4iZFoCCP8MYxx6PlBlYxlHxnYZh4mqNOcnc7D5XxbcEaYgQzPmXyHAGX641bo-b_Ulq2HOKQIdNaRtLcEGNTXI/s400/choco1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580462242004138866" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />2. ONE OR TWO FATES WILL INEVITABLY THEN OCCUR:</span><br /><br />a) My eyes will close, my arms crumple, and the weighty tome <s>falls haphazardly</s> comes to rest on my nose, whereupon I <s>breathe in the musty scent of an inky-splashed book</s> sniff delicately at the spine.<br /><br />b) I come to the end of the chapter, and feel the need to spring nimble as a lame deer (i.e. fall) to my bookshelf, and sniff, just to see if the area surrounding my bookshelf is yet acquiring that bookstore-eque SMELL. That of thousands of pages nesting close together with stories winding through them.<br /><br />My disappointed verdict, as always: Nope, doesn't smell bookish yet.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkDXoWVjtF7CpjW61-w-3I5QQ234aLQ6jBsY8VavngEDU3pfSzrMRQiHVYj96eRpvQcP1aIrygBr6QuZg9jQV36b95xYjkeB_972iHFuYWZqnZjT-mnH-oZnvLXDc8oj6-NpVL8kXO9pw/s1600/choco2.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 262px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkDXoWVjtF7CpjW61-w-3I5QQ234aLQ6jBsY8VavngEDU3pfSzrMRQiHVYj96eRpvQcP1aIrygBr6QuZg9jQV36b95xYjkeB_972iHFuYWZqnZjT-mnH-oZnvLXDc8oj6-NpVL8kXO9pw/s400/choco2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580463428739195330" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">3. SMELLING EUPHORIA</span><br /><br />I think a particularly good book tends to smell better than others. But all books smell--beyond their material scent, of their contents. Move beyond the mundane ink and paper descriptions and transcend your nasal limitations!<br /><br />Doesn't <span style="font-style: italic;">Harry Potter</span> smell a bit like, uhhh, MAGICAL WONDER?<br /><br />Doesn't <span style="font-style: italic;">Hunger Games</span> smell a bit like FRENZIED ACTION?<br /><br />Doesn't <span style="font-style: italic;">I am the Messenger</span> smell a bit like, uhh,COMING-OF-AGE?<br /><br />Doesn't <span style="font-style: italic;">The Road</span> smell a bit desperate and dusty (oh, wait, that might just be because of the two-feet dust layer over my room...)<br /><br />I say thus to you naysayers: smells absolutely should be nonsensically conflated with feelings and ideas. Yes.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">*A CONCLUSION IN WHICH THIS POST BRIEFLY MAKES SENSE*</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><br />In some strange way the scent of books is comforting. (:<br /><br />I do really love that new book smell of bookstores, though. Always makes me pause when I step through the threshold of Barnes & Noble. *sigh*<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Do you too enjoy the scent of books?<br /></span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-81980844285814790652011-02-28T17:08:00.000-08:002011-02-28T18:43:57.924-08:00Review: Across the Universe<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/51DvhXVMT5L.jpg"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 327px; height: 500px;" src="http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/51DvhXVMT5L.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />Oh dear, I feel terrible for not updating the blog regularly. It's been pure forgetfulness on my part. I'm once again in the bad habit of reading but not reviewing. Hopefully I'm not too rusty. :)<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Book Summary: </span><br /><span id="freeText812025215389900167" style=""><p>Seventeen-year-old Amy joins her parents as frozen cargo aboard the vast spaceship Godspeed and expects to awaken on a new planet, three hundred years in the future. Never could she have known that her frozen slumber would come to an end fifty years too soon and that she would be thrust into the brave new world of a spaceship that lives by its own rules. </p><p>Amy quickly realizes that her awakening was no mere computer malfunction. Someone-one of the few thousand inhabitants of the spaceship-tried to kill her. And if Amy doesn't do something soon, her parents will be next. </p><p>Now Amy must race to unlock Godspeed's hidden secrets. But out of her list of murder suspects, there's only one who matters: Elder, the future leader of the ship and the love she could never have seen coming.</p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">My Opinion: </span><br /></p><p>So I knew this book was going to be <span style="font-style: italic;">big</span> the moment I saw Hunger Game references abound (it's the Hunger Games of space books! analysts shouted) and it's impeccably designed cover appeared in Costco. (Only the heavy hitters sell in non-bookstores.)</p><p>And <span style="font-style: italic;">Across the Universe </span>certainly opens to a marvelous first chapter--the haunting description of Amy and her parents being frozen into a mummy-esque state for the next 300 years is completely engrossing. I had only to read the first page before I decided to buy <span style="font-style: italic;">Across the Universe</span>. I think this:</p><blockquote>"Mom wanted me to go first. I think it was because she was afraid that after they were constrained and frozen, I'd walk away, return to life rather than consign myself to that cold, clear box. But Daddy insisted."</blockquote><p>Is perhaps one of the best YA paragraphs I've ever read--something to do with the rhythm, Amy's voice slicing clear through it.<br /></p><p>Unfortunately, the book failed to live up to it's glorious first chapter.</p><p>Here's why:</p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">1. The characters (not enough depth). POV consequently suffers because of this. </span><br /></p><p><span style="font-style: italic;">Across the Universe </span>is narrated by a duo: Amy, the Earth girl, the one who opens and closes the book, the one who's the reader's friend, the one we can relate to. And then, Elder: oh, he's such a darling boy. I liked him as a character a lot, but seventeen years living in a screwed up, totalitarian society certainly leaves its mark.<br /></p><p>At first, I liked Amy. She was relatable. But as the chapters progressed, I quickly grew bored with her narration. I began to question why she was even a POV in this book, other than to form a bridge with the reader, with her unlikely tales of a futuristic Earth (Yearbook staffer, check. Cross country runner, check. Boyfriend left behind? Check) that we can relate to oddly out of place and unrealistic*. And then, there's the very problem that Elder idolizes her so much--makes her seem more like an object, less human, by the very dint of this lionizing. Soon, I got the impression that Amy was only special because she's from Earth. This is her defining characteristic--she's an Earthling amongst a ship filled with crazed and confused people. Somehow, I want more out of a main character other than an ability to chirp about Earth-related activities and recognize that things are way weird on this ship--I can do that myself, thanks. Although, her determination to continue on without her parents is a show of strength.<br /></p><p>Elder is sweet, for all his tendencies to back down (he's only been conditioned to do this from the day he was born! I want to shout at all his naysayers). And moving past his overwhelming tendency to view Amy as something he has control over, he's got good intentions. I really wish that the entirety of the book had been narrated from Elder's POV--I think it would have led to a much stronger novel, overall. But as such, I can only say I much preferred his chapters to Amy's--his relationship with the ship's leader Eldest is particularly intriguing, his knowledge of the ship, and struggle to understand betrayal and shake himself from an upbringing built on lies is the core of the book and where the themes are rooted.<br /></p><p>Like I said, I felt Amy's POV to be unnecessary. Also, there's the problem that the voices were too similar--I'd read a few pages of Amy's narrative without realizing that it was actually Elder's. I suppose I shouldn't complain too much, because ranging from <span style="font-style: italic;">Shiver</span> to <span style="font-style: italic;">Smack</span>, I've always, always had issues with multi-POV books in that the voice is just too darn similar between each first-person narrator.<br /></p><p>Ultimately, I felt that in <span style="font-style: italic;">Across the Universe</span>, there are two halfway-there main characters (Elder & Amy) instead of one fully-fleshed out main character.<br /></p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">2. The hodgepodge genre-hopping, veering plot that is both it's downfall and defining characteristic. </span><br /></p><p>At first, I think the promise of a combination of genres is what drew me to this book. Sci-fi (aboard a spaceship, no less) with a sharp dystopian hook, romance to boot, and a strong murder mystery underlying it all?</p><p>Definitely sounds like a must-read.<br /></p><p>However, I think this confusion of elements is hard to navigate at the best of times, and <span style="font-style: italic;">Across the Univers</span>e quickly falls into some problematic areas. It starts off as a murder-mystery, but as Revis begins to describe the inner workings of the ship, the dystopian elements take over, once it's clear that this is a basically a functioning society, not a space opera. I think this is some of the reason I prefer Elder's narrative--it dealt with the dystopian elements in a way that Amy's couldn't--from the viewpoint of a character brought up in such a society and only now beginning to become disillusioned. </p><p>The dystopian elements are a bit predictable: throw in a 2-dimensional dictator with unsympathetic motives (I myself began to wonder if Eldest was truly as bad as the author wanted us to believe), a <span style="font-style: italic;">Giver</span>-esque bag of goodies for the old people and control over occupations, and a <span style="font-style: italic;">Brave New World</span> influenced spin on sex (here, dubbed the Season.) </p><p>The dynamics of such a small society (worry about incest and the like) was fascinating, though the Season was overwrought--much to much attention and pages focused on it, to the point where the plot suffered--and ultimately smacked of "mindlessness is bad" preaching.<br /><span id="freeText812025215389900167" style=""> <p><span style="font-weight: bold;">3. The ending. It just plain threw me for a loop. </span><br /></p> </span></p><p>I felt cheated. Like, explain to me please how a character could keep something so inherently important to the plot such a secret from the reader for the whole space of the book? ELDER, WHY?</p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Overall: </span><br /></p><p>I thought the quiet despair of the book was just beautifully done. These people are trapped on a spaceship, in the middle of nowhere, and there is just no escaping the situation.<br /></p><p>Basically, I loved that they were all hopelessly doomed, tehehe.<br /></p><p>I thought the book was pretty well-written overall in terms of prose and there are some very lovely descriptions that have stayed with even after the last page--Amy's sunset hair, the stars, the mechanics of cyrogenics.<br /></p><p>I think the plot was just difficult to execute and the characters could have been stronger. But I was content enough with <span style="font-style: italic;">Across the Universe</span>--I fair sped through the book, read it all in one sitting. Though I don't know if it'll be the next <span style="font-style: italic;">Hunger Games</span>, I think many a reader will be entertained, and I do hope it will do something for expanding the currently barren sci-fi genre (not counting dystopian books) in YA.</p><p>In short, a fairly decent book, and I will most likely be reading whatever Beth Revis writes next.<br /></p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Rating: 7.5/10. Be aware that the first chapter is especially enticing. <span style="font-style: italic;">Across the Universe </span>is definitely a library must-read, though I don't know about shelling out $18. However, its very popularity might merit a "read" label--don't want to miss out if everyone's talking about it. But like almost all bestsellers, its over-hyped.<br /></span></p><p><span style="font-weight: bold;">Also, the cover over-emphasizes the romance element. Beautiful, but not an accurate representation of the book.<br /></span></p><p><br /></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;">*If Earth is far enough in the future to have built a full-functioning spaceship and developed this much technology, I very much doubt the culture would be even remotely similar to what we're living today. I mean, that's like the difference between the 1800's and now. Hardly similar. Thus, my problem with Amy's tales of Earth that could have been describing early 21st century Earth. This was something that continually bothered me throughout the book and made me question the validity of the world-building. Oh, well--I guess it could be argued that the information given was vague enough to be interpreted any which way. </span><br /></p></span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-82024397752322154862011-02-11T20:35:00.000-08:002011-02-11T21:02:28.437-08:00You Know You're a Book Blogger When...<ul><li>You have <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">significantly</span> more friends on <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Goodreads</span></span> than you do on <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Facebook</span></span>.<br /></li><li>Your preferred medium of communication is the written word.</li><li>You <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">unashamedly</span> stalk your favorite authors online.<br /></li><li>The acronym ARC makes you salivate<br /></li><li>Your <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">TBR</span></span> list is several miles high</li><li>5-star ratings become <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">applicable</span> to everything in life, not just books<br /></li><li>You have an uncontrollable urge to buy everything you see in a bookstore</li><li>Packages on your doorstep mean one thing only to you: books</li><li>You're in desperate need of more bookshelves</li><li>You spend more hours online than is <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">healthy</span><br /></li><li>Getting comments on your posts make your day</li><li>HTML is both your best friend and your nebulous, confusing enemy</li><li>When people ask you for book recommendations, you can't just stop at one.<br /></li><li>You know about books coming out years ahead of time, and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">consequently</span> have to endure a rather agonizing wait.</li><li>New gadgets on blogger are the best thing since sliced bread</li><li>You can't stop tinkering with your template</li><li>You can <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">hold an intelligent </span>debate on the merits of a 2-column versus 3-column template for a book <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">blog.</span><br /></li><li>You've perfected the art of reading while eating/walking/talking for years.<br /></li><li>You're pretty darn awesome.</li></ul>What have I missed, dear readers? Add to the list in the comments :)in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-29552852357545308682011-02-05T13:18:00.000-08:002011-02-05T16:37:41.738-08:00Dear YAA short summation of what I've been wondering/hoping about for YA:<br /><br /><br />DEAR YA:<br /><br />If your protagonist is described as an honors student (as most seem to be), they'll more likely be kissing a textbook than a sparkly supernatural creature.<br /><br />Sincerley,<br />Choco, currently-kissing-a-textbook<br /><br />DEAR YA:<br /><br />Where do your main characters find the <i>time</i> to save the world and everything?<br /><br />Sincerely,<br />Choco, swamped.<br /><br />DEAR YA:<br /><br />It'd be cool if maybe some more of your characters were over 18.<br /><br />Sincerely,<br />Choco, who likes this New Adult thing.<br /><br />DEAR YA:<br /><br />I wish there were more minority main characters. And more socioeconmically diverse characters.<br /><br />Sincerly,<br />Choco, who would like wider representation.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What are some of your Dear YAs?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:x-small;">*okay so I fail at updating the blog but currently I am buried, BURIED under schoolwork. Sorry :)</span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-62786551862465777602011-01-19T21:13:00.001-08:002011-01-19T21:45:16.158-08:00Underappreciated booksI think we all have one-- or maybe a few-- of those books that we love and cherish but that no one else has ever heard of. Books that are absolutely wonderful, but somehow managed to slip by nearly unnoticed by the reading world after publication. They're the books that are the NYT bestsellers and Printz medalists of our hearts, while in reality, they're a bit unloved as they sit dusty and lonesome upon book store shelves.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bfgb.files.wordpress.com/2010/09/hardinge.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 109px; height: 165px;" src="http://bfgb.files.wordpress.com/2010/09/hardinge.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />It's a bit sad, really, because a lot of the time, the NYT bestsellers aren't even the most quality books. Sometimes, the books that have have the least hullabaloo surrounding them are the best.<br /><br />I started off this post intending to only showcase one, but I'm weak and I can't do it.<br /><br />Take three instead:<br /><br />1. <a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://m.www.goodreads.com/book/show/710437.Fly_by_Night">Fly By Night</a><span style="font-style: italic;"> </span>by Frances Hardinge (<a href="http://inwhichagirl.blogspot.com/2009/12/friday-favorites-6-fly-by-night.html">my review</a>). I really think this is a modern children's classic. It's not at all as popular as it should be.<br /><br />2. <a style="font-style: italic;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1103543.The_Savage_Damsel_and_the_Dwarf">The <img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 122px; height: 174px;" src="http://img1.fantasticfiction.co.uk/images/n8/n41991.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1103543.The_Savage_Damsel_and_the_Dwarf">Savage Damsel and the Dwarf</a><span style="font-style: italic;"> </span>by Gerald Morris. I love Gerald Morris, but I don't think many people know about his books. But what's not to like about King Arthur retellings full of swashbuckling humor to boot?<br /><br />3. <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/10336.The_Last_of_the_Really_Great_Whangdoodles"><span style="font-style: italic;">The Last of the Really Great Whangoodles</span> </a>by Julie Andrews Edward: I hold my love for this book in the same compartment of my heart that's reserved for the<span style="font-style: italic;"> Chronicles of Narnia</span>. It's a childhood favorite of mine.<br /><br />I wanted to add on <span style="font-style: italic;">I Capture the Castle</span> as well, but I think<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1166153920l/10336.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 105px; height: 154px;" src="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1166153920l/10336.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a> people have heard about it since it has a movie and all. NOT ENOUGH, THOUGH.<br /><br />Also, I still hold that Diana Wynne Jones is the most underappreciated writer ever. Seriously, she's like the queen of children's fantasy, yet she doesn't get half the love she deserves for her brilliance.<br /><br />Ahem. If I don't stop naming books now, I won't ever.<br /><br />W<span style="font-weight: bold;">hat's your favorite "unknown" book? Let's give our underappreciated books some love!<br /></span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-35750464238443597592011-01-17T15:47:00.000-08:002014-11-02T15:26:07.859-08:00Review: Fighting Ruben Wolfe by Markus Zusak<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTI2yvR8veStY7qJRkC60KHBN1i45jYL8XQrBAC5H5jUVk9NWlctDgS5ZGOcD5h-_lddSwcpIpNZR0OdvsCyM4Hmi6KTsp-sivBNXHVoWdVH-8rIMiauztp0mG3wH2txp9Y6btajxN2ZI/s1600/Fighting+Ruben+Wolfe.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img alt="" border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTI2yvR8veStY7qJRkC60KHBN1i45jYL8XQrBAC5H5jUVk9NWlctDgS5ZGOcD5h-_lddSwcpIpNZR0OdvsCyM4Hmi6KTsp-sivBNXHVoWdVH-8rIMiauztp0mG3wH2txp9Y6btajxN2ZI/s400/Fighting+Ruben+Wolfe.jpg" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5563307887254613778" style="cursor: pointer; float: right; height: 400px; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; width: 254px;" /></a><br />
<span style="font-style: italic;">I haven't posted much in the last week, sigh. But it's about time I did a book review.</span><br />
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<span style="font-weight: bold;">Book Summary:</span><br />
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Cameron and Ruben Wolfe, are brothers from a family clinging to the ragged edge of the working class. Initially to make some money, the boys hook up with a sleazy fight promoter who sees something marketable, audience-pleasing in the untrained brothers’ vulnerability.<br />
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So they hide the boxing from their long-suffering mother. And Cameron hides what's going on in his head from the girls who come to the matches, the girls he wishes he could reach.<br />
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But the Wolfes soon find that they’re fighting for more than tips and pay-off money. It becomes for them a fight for identity, for dignity, and for each other.<br />
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The question is, in a fight like that, who makes it out of the ring intact?<br />
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<span style="font-weight: bold;">My Opinion:</span><br />
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<span style="font-style: italic;">"She smiles pretty, and in that split second, I forget. I forget about Perry Cole and all those future punches. It makes me wonder, Do we spend most of our days trying to remember or forget things? Do we spend most of our time running toward or away from our lives? I don't know.</span>"<br />
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So wonders Cameron Wolfe, the big-hearted, tender protagonist of <span style="font-style: italic;">Fighting Ruben Wolfe</span>. Passages like the one above--full of a quiet sort of wisdom, almost a ache to it--aren't uncommon in this book. They're plentiful, since in only 200 pages or so, Markus Zusak crafts a heartwarming, coming-of-age story full of beauty and uncanny insight. It' not surprising, given that this is the same author who wrote the magnificent <span style="font-style: italic;">The Book Thief</span> and contemporary must-read <span style="font-style: italic;">I am The Messenger</span>.<br />
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Yeah, that Zusak.<br />
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I haven't gone on a fangirl spiel about Zusak on this blog for a while, so some of you might not know that I'm, well, an obsessive fangirl about his works, to put it lightly. I've been trying to track down a reasonably priced <span style="font-style: italic;">Fighting Ruben Wolfe</span> for the longest time, and last week, I finally managed to snatch up a cheap copy on Amazon.<br />
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It arrived yesterday.<br />
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I devoured it instead of breakfast.<br />
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This is the second book I've read about Cameron Wolfe, having caved and read <span style="font-style: italic;">Getting the Girl, </span>the sequel, a while back. It doesn't really matter though, since even though this novel is part of a 3-book series, each book is standalone.<br />
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I loved it.<br />
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I love it because it's like an early sneak-peak of Zusak. If you start with the Cam books, move to I am the Messenger, and finish at The Book Thief, you can see a clear progression. The prose becomes more refined. The subject topic, more serious. The books, longer.<br />
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Still, you get the trademark Zusak: the swaggering sentence fragments, the standalone single-sentence paragraphs falling in quick succession down a page, the wonderful writing that steals your breath away, the characters that are so real that you can almost hear their hearts beating in between the pages.<br />
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I'm quite convinced that the Wolfe family are real people. Cameron, the main character, has a voice that's memorable. He's the boy who cares too much about everybody, who's scrawny and a little bit like a loser, who yearns for a girl to notice him, who's afraid, but who'll fight for anything, his heart is so big. Ruben is his brother--hungry, wolfish, trying to prove something. Then there's his tired mother, his out-of-work father, older siblings Sarah and Steve, and a house full of unpaid bills and encroaching despair.<br />
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When the brothers get their chance at money and a bit of glory by fighting in underground boxing ring, they seize the day. But really, this book isn't just about throwing punches, since all the action is secondary to the character growth. The brothers earn themselves a bit of self-respect, they mature, and their sibling relationship--it just expands, till you can feel the love the two brothers have for each other, till you can feel the love the whole Wolfe family has for each other. The Wolfe brothers' relationship really comes out in the passages at the end of every chapter--short conversations the brothers have before they fall asleep.<br />
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Then, there's the prose. When it's Zusak, you can expect to be blown away. Here's one of the many passages that made me stop reading so I could just sit and take in:<br />
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"We run together in track pants and old football jerseys and the city is awake and smoky-cold and our heartbeats jangle through the streets. We're alive. Our footsteps are folded neatly, one after the other. Rube's curly hair collides with sunlight. The light steps at us between the buildings. The train line is fresh and sweet and the grass in Belmore Park has the echoes of dew still on it. Our hands are cold. Our veins are warm. Our throats suck in the winter breath of the city, and I imagine people still in bed, dreaming. To me it, feels good. Good city. Good world, with two wolves running through it, looking of the fresh meat of their lives. Chasing it. Chasing hard even though they fear it. They run anyway."</blockquote>
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The hair colliding with sunlight part...that just<span style="font-style: italic;"> killed </span>me. It really did.<br />
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So, what I've been meaning to say as I've bumbled around in this review, throwing words out left and right, is that I wish this book was readily available in every bookstore. It's beautifully written, and it's one of those books that YA readers need more of. It's a contemporary book with an original plot (nope, no dead characters here) with characters and conflicts that are real.<br />
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I just plain wish this book was easier to get a hold of.<br />
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If you're a dedicated Zusak fan, I'd definitely recommend that you do the best you can to get a hold of this, short of murder. If you're just a reader who is hungering for a lovely contemporary read, take a look around and see if you can't snatch up a copy somehow.<br />
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<span style="font-weight: bold;">Rating: 9/10. Don't be </span><span style="font-weight: bold;">scared off by the whole boxing premise. I have zero interest in boxing but I still loved this book.</span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-64078281037634595262011-01-12T16:09:00.000-08:002011-01-12T16:34:00.969-08:00Waiting on Wednesday<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1qbXcZT0_DeWgtSuxSmX4txlGOlCksDeacT0S81jC6kn_HOmrqAEYyZrzpdsV1jZ5xZA6wJs-nJxNNF6wCIBE5hLYwunne5V0vws3scBimNRntALob3qWsZZPPvkG-uCV8kZagoOi0Ls/s1600/where+she+went.jpg"><img style="float: right; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; cursor: pointer; width: 264px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1qbXcZT0_DeWgtSuxSmX4txlGOlCksDeacT0S81jC6kn_HOmrqAEYyZrzpdsV1jZ5xZA6wJs-nJxNNF6wCIBE5hLYwunne5V0vws3scBimNRntALob3qWsZZPPvkG-uCV8kZagoOi0Ls/s400/where+she+went.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5561456622958140002" border="0" /></a>This week's pick: <span style="font-style: italic;">Where She Went</span> by Gayle Forman<br /><br />Summary (Courtesy of Goodreads):<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">It's been three years since the devastating accident ... three years since Mia walked out of Adam's life forever.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Now living on opposite coasts, Mia is Julliard's rising star and Adam is LA tabloid fodder, thanks to his new rock star status and celebrity girlfriend. When Adam gets stuck in New York by himself, chance brings the couple together again, for one last night. As they explore the city that has become Mia's home, Adam and Mia revisit the past and open their hearts to the future - and each other.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Told from Adam's point of view in the spare, lyrical prose that defined If I Stay, Where She Went explores the devastation of grief, the promise of new hope, and the flame of rekindled romance.</span><br /><br />I thought <span style="font-style: italic;">If I Stay</span> (<a href="http://inwhichagirl.blogspot.com/2010/01/review-if-i-stay.html">review</a>) was an absolutely beautiful book--bittersweet and thoughtful, and full of lovely characters and well-written prose. It was definitely one of my favorites from 2009 releases.<br /><br />So of course, I'm extremely excited about <span style="font-style: italic;">Where She Went.</span> This is one of the rare occasions I've come across where a contemporary book that fits into this YA niche of walking the line between commercial and literary has come out with a sequel. I'm particularly curious to see what Adam's voice will be like.<br /><br />The only thing I don't like is the cover. Sure, it's pretty, but I much prefer the original <span style="font-style: italic;">If I Stay </span>design--this book looks like it's trying to attract the readers of something like <span style="font-style: italic;">Gossip Girl</span>, when really it should be aiming for the readers of <span style="font-style: italic;">Looking for Alaska</span> or <span style="font-style: italic;">Jellicoe Road</span>.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Release Date: April 5th 2011<br /><a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/8492825-where-she-went#">Goodreads page</a><br /></span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-81777079820195631292011-01-08T15:58:00.000-08:002011-01-08T18:17:47.949-08:00I'm okay with YA protagonists that are over 18 years old. Actually, I'd like to have more of that, please.<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><u>What's got me thinking:</u></span>*<br /></div><br />Lately, I've been encountering a lot of discussions on whether college age protagonists in young adult books are allowed, or if you can even call it a young adult book if the main character doesn't fall into the Holy YA Age Range of 12-18 years old. Among the publishing community, the general consensus seems to be that protagonists out of high school are a tough sell. The comments of "but college students don't read, so there's no market for it" and "teens don't relate to protagonists that are are college aged" are always thrown in there somewhere during the discussion, which generally results in everyone agreeing and deciding to lower their main character's age to 18 or under.<br /><br />As a teen reader, I'm going, what? STOP THAT.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><u>On Age & Reading Habits</u></span><br /></div><br />I'm sixteen, in case you're wondering.<br /><br />That doesn't stop me from wanting to read about characters older than 18. I'd sure as heck love to go into the Young Adult section and pick up a book about a college freshman adjusting to their new life of freedom, stumbling around a huge campus, fighting with their roomate, and groaning about cafeteria food and being a poor student. I'd sure as heck love to read a book about a protagonist that sets off on an adventure after they graduate from high school, or who's just taken up training as a cop or joined the army or taken a job you can't do while still in school. I'd love it to bits if anyone wrote a book about a college junior's experience as a study abroad student.<br /><br />I'd lap that stuff right up. Mostly importantly, <span style="font-weight: bold;">I'd buy it</span> if I saw it in the Young Adult section.<br /><br />I'm an older teen. For the most part, in real life, I have no stomach for the heartaches of a 12-year-old, and I don't think I can completely grasp (I can empathize with, sure) the troubles a 50-year-old might be facing, since I haven't experienced it myself. But that doesn't stop me from relating to and being interested in fiction featuring 12-year-old protagonists, 16-year-old protagonists, and 50-year-old protagonists. It explains why the odd teen (me) or adult can't be wrenched away from the middle grade section, while boys my age have been reading fiction about 30-year-old fantasy heroes since they were 13.<br /><br />Age doesn't matter as much as you'd think.<br /><br />Maybe it does in real life, but it doesn't in fiction.<br /><br />This is especially true since 99.9% of young adult books are being written by adults. There's a certain distance there, so that for the most part, I couldn't differentiate between a YA 15-year-old and a 18-year-old protagonist in terms of maturity and the conflicts they face if my life depended upon it. It's all pretty flexible in YA, when it comes to a few years. **<br /><br />From what I've observed, children and teen readers tend to read up. As a 5th grader, I was curious to find out what middle school was like, and I sated some of that curiosity by reading a bunch of books where the protagonists were 13. I didn't have a problem at all relating to these older main characters. By middle school, I was reading books with high school protagonists, wondering if that's what it'd really be like once I got there.<br /><br />Now that I'm a high school senior, I'm left either with older teen characters or adult characters. There's no bridge in between though. Just a huge gorge, and publishers saying, "JUMP ALREADY." I rarely find a book featuring a college freshman or a 20-year-old. In fact, I can't even think of one I've read lately off the top of my head.<br /><br />But I'm still curious. I'd like to know what I'm in for. I think most people my age would like to know. What college is like, what renting your first apartment is like, what starting your career is like.<br /><br />Most importantly, I think they'd read about it. Perhaps even prefer it over the tales of a high school freshman, or maybe even over the tales of characters their current age. It's a possibility. Maybe that explains why the college students I do know tend to read adult fiction. They're looking out for what's next for them.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><u>New Adult</u></span><br /></div><br />I feel like I can't talk about older protagonists without mentioning New Adult. I first heard of New Adult when St. Martin put on it's <a href="http://sjaejones.com/blog/2009/st-martins-new-adult-contest/"> "New Adult" Submissions Contest in November 2009</a>, and the resulting buzz crackled through the internet until it even reached me. For those of you who haven't heard of New Adult, I think of it as a more sharply defined categorization for books that have crossover appeal (books that can be sold and marketed as both YA and adult fiction) and it seems to have become viable in the last few years due to the fact that YA has become such a popular genre.<br /><br />St Martin's described it as this:<br /><blockquote><br />"...[n]ew, cutting edge fiction with protagonists who are slightly older than YA and can appeal to an adult audience. Since twenty-somethings are devouring YA, St. Martin’s Press is seeking fiction similar to YA that can be published and marketed as adult—a sort of an “older YA” or “new adult.”</blockquote>And from reading Kristan Hoffman's article in <a href="http://www.guidetoliteraryagents.com/blog/New+Adult+What+Is+It.aspx">Guide to Literary Agents</a>, New Adult will likely feature protagonists from 18-26 years old. As she says:<br /><br /><blockquote>"<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">But the transition from teen to adult doesn’t happen overnight either. There’s a period of time where adulthood feels like a new pair of shoes. The expectations of independence and self-sufficiency are still new, still being broken in. New Adults are the people who have just begun to walk in those shoes; New Adult fiction is about their blisters and aches."</span></blockquote><br /><br />New Adult is supposed to be geared towards older teens, college kids, and adults who are well, <span style="font-style: italic;">new </span>to adulthood.<br /><br />And I'm going: YES YES YES.<br /><br />I'd like some of that.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><u>Where's the barricade?</u></span><br /></div><br />But I'm wondering, why aren't there any books out there already where protagonists are older than 18? Why does this have to be a new thing? Why can't I just stroll into the bookstore right now and pick up <span style="font-style: italic;">Minnie's College Adventures, Book One?<br /><br /></span>I'm not saying there aren't books like that out there. There are crossovers and college books, scattered around somewhere, I'm sure, but I don't think there's a sizable amount.<br /><br />The problem is that they're not easily accessible in the young adult section. I think they should be. At least part of it, I think , is due to this misconception that I admit I'm having trouble wrapping my head around as I skim through all the blogs and threads and articles I've been reading about this age dilemma. But this is what I've gathered: YA writers who are worried about writing about older protagonists seem to point the fingers at publishers and agents who either call for a protagonist's age to be lowered or term a book with a older main character a "tough sell." Then publishers and bookstores just go on and point the fingers at readers, saying there isn't a market.<br /><br />I think there is one. I think of the defining characteristic of young adult fiction as coming-of-age. I think a lot of people are coming-of-age during college or even when they're 25, and therefore it can still be YA, if an author decides that's what the character is going to be going through. What's more, I <span style="font-style: italic;">want </span>those books in YA.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Fellow teens and young adult readers, would you be interested in fiction about college aged protagonists? Would you buy books featuring main characters in the so-called dead zone of 18-26 years old? Do you think there's a need for more of it, or are you content with what's already out there? </span><br /><br />Maybe I'm just weird in craving older protagonists appearing on Young Adult shelves, but I'm hoping not.<br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><br />*I'm hoping a post of this nature hasn't been written already, as I've been out of the loop for a bit.<br />**In real life, no. Those little freshman squirts are confused and lost and hopeless. Seniors know what they're doing, at least to some extent. Actually... on second thought, perhaps yes. I think I'm pretty much the same as I was a few years ago. I guess it's a bit of both.<br /></span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-59611038649377400062011-01-06T20:38:00.000-08:002011-01-06T22:09:14.040-08:00Reorganizing my bookshelves (a tale told gif-style)So today I finally gathered up my courage and set about trying to tidy my <s>SO HORRENDOUSLY MESSY EVEN A TROLL WOULD BE GROSSED OUT BY IT</s> slightly messy bedroom.<br /><br />At first I was like:<br /><br />No, why am I doing this? <span style="font-style: italic;">Please don't make me</span>.<br /><a href="http://s744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/?action=view&current=catshakinghead.gif" target="_blank"><img src="http://i744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/catshakinghead.gif" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />And then I became resigned to it. I had to buckle down and woman up and today was the day I was going to pick up my clothes, just like a mature person of sixteen should.<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><a href="http://s744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/?action=view&current=arielsigh.gif" target="_blank"><img src="http://i744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/arielsigh.gif" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a></span><br /><br />About an hour in, I was exhausted. Yep, you heard me right, moving featherweight papers about is exhausting.<br /><br /><a href="http://s744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/?action=view&current=eoyre.gif" target="_blank"><img src="http://i744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/eoyre.gif" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />I felt like giving up, collapsing on the couch, and nibbling on some chocolate.<br /><br /><a href="http://s744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/?action=view&current=catfallingdown.gif" target="_blank"><img src="http://i744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/catfallingdown.gif" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />But I didn't. Tree-fulls of paper were disposed off. Candy wrappers went kapoof. Dirty mugs were returned to the kitchen sink.<br /><br />My room is now gloriously beautiful. There's <span style="font-style: italic;">light.</span> There's <span style="font-style: italic;">air.</span> There's <span style="font-style: italic;">room. </span><br /><br /><a href="http://s744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/?action=view&current=happydance.gif" target="_blank"><img src="http://i744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/happydance.gif" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />I CAN FIND EVERYTHING.<br /><br /><a href="http://s744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/?action=view&current=dumbledoredancing.gif" target="_blank"><img src="http://i744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/dumbledoredancing.gif" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br />That's right.<br /><br />But anyways, gif* spamming aside, I just really wanted to share the results I got, book-wise, since I managed to do some reorganizing while cleaning.<br /><br />I still have my main three bookshelves in my closet, but I'm donating a huge stack of books ( learn how to write cursive! & star wars, the novels! types), which freed up some prime real estate space.**<br /><br />Here's what it looks like:<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgg4gSthSEjcHoBlUYFUNkIr6dAOIVbIJCeEF_VOQpbAkV8m5ubl64JoSMxtZRGkZQoUmlMuVRnIzRJ2P0_83NnmJXlBa_hxPxsnEYNSsD5TSFQnayKcIj1UIizeMrnIKqksLWd7Udabco/s1600/bookshelf1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 126px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgg4gSthSEjcHoBlUYFUNkIr6dAOIVbIJCeEF_VOQpbAkV8m5ubl64JoSMxtZRGkZQoUmlMuVRnIzRJ2P0_83NnmJXlBa_hxPxsnEYNSsD5TSFQnayKcIj1UIizeMrnIKqksLWd7Udabco/s400/bookshelf1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559311844790757298" border="0" /></a><br /><br />The right side of the shelf is full of my "favorite books/ books I need at a fingertips' reach." Since I'm such a changeable person, I intend it to be a rotating sort of thing. For instance, I'm about to chuck <span style="font-style: italic;">Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close's</span> butt<span style="font-style: italic;"> </span>right outta there. I wish I could find my copy of<span style="font-style: italic;"> I Capture the Castle</span>--the shelf looks wrong without it. But anyhow, close up:<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgq41WjIjG56Z1-b45QZUa4_jZZl2QRevE42AcZQuLO4DILx-ab_DeOzqit5KQLBLMx5BQGdbY0r72YgEjTiSJCPIGknxB9-SSa-bC8I4wLjpFOoE4wn62zChx0LLP3KMiz3utWMtpxFuQ/s1600/bookshelf2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 170px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgq41WjIjG56Z1-b45QZUa4_jZZl2QRevE42AcZQuLO4DILx-ab_DeOzqit5KQLBLMx5BQGdbY0r72YgEjTiSJCPIGknxB9-SSa-bC8I4wLjpFOoE4wn62zChx0LLP3KMiz3utWMtpxFuQ/s400/bookshelf2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559313139051056674" border="0" /></a><br />I doubt you guys can read the titles, so here they are from left to right:<br /><br />1. Beloved by Toni Morrison<br />2. Lost Conspiracy by Frances Hardinge (placeholder until I can find <span>Fly By Night</span><span style="font-style: italic;"> </span>for this spot.)<br />3. The Chronicles of Chrestomanci by Diana Wynne Jones<br />4. Howl's Moving Castle By Diana Wynne Jones<br />5. Jellicoe Road by Melina Marchetta<br />6. 3 Volumes of the literary magazine, Poetry.<br />7. White Shroud by Allen Ginsberg<br />8. Grimm's Fairy Tales<br />7. Good Poems Edited by Garrison Kellior<br />8. The Absolutely True Diary of a Part Time Indian by Sherman Alexie<br />9. The Book Thief by Markus Zusak<br />10. Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte<br />11. Looking for Alaska by John Green<br />12. Selected Poems by Gwendolyn Brooks<br />13. Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov<br />14. Atonement by Ian McEwan<br />15. Cracked Up to Be Courtney Summers<br />16. Looking for Alibrandi by Melina Marchetta<br />17. Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson<br />18. Hold Still by Nina LaCour<br />19. Paper Towns by John Green<br />20. The Road by Cormac McCarthy<br />21. The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald<br />22. The Journals of Sylvia Plath<br />23. Margaret Atwood Selected Poems<br />24. The Blind Assasain by Margaret Atwood<br />25. Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer<br />26. The Complete Poems of Emily Dickinson<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Now for the ones stacked on top</span><br />27. The Merlin Conspiracy by Diana Wynne Jones<br />28. Making Your Own Days Kenneth Koch<br />29. Poem a Day<br />30. Margaret Atwood Selected Poems II<br />31. The Magic Thief<br />32. The Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles by Julie Andrews<br />33. I am the Messenger by Markus Zusak<br />34. Flora Segunda by Ysabeau Wilce<br />35. Harry Potter<br />36. My Poetry Journal<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Oh dear god, I didn't realize there were quite that many books in that shelf. I bothered typing it out though, because I'd basically recommend each book I listed, for different reasons. Some are childhood favorites, some are new favorites, some are YA books with a particular voice or style that I want to look at more closely, and some are just the best books I've ever read in my life. </span><br /><br />Anyways, the left side consists of books that are on my TBR pile, books that I've been meaning to re-read or go back to and ponder for a great length of time, and books that I need to review. Basically, my "get started on it" pile.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5b7VtXR6wvbeAr2C4egyTN4uuxP8Wer5lrGbTQSujo0IVTwCUV2t8TlUme10h7MVECitPVqpjbmCENX6U_baV-5JRX79ZdLX8MdeizbFD3Odztza5Qa22MXtY10OBMMBfYlbWh00MyYk/s1600/bookshelf3.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 152px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5b7VtXR6wvbeAr2C4egyTN4uuxP8Wer5lrGbTQSujo0IVTwCUV2t8TlUme10h7MVECitPVqpjbmCENX6U_baV-5JRX79ZdLX8MdeizbFD3Odztza5Qa22MXtY10OBMMBfYlbWh00MyYk/s400/bookshelf3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559315907033544322" border="0" /></a><br /><br />There's far too many books on there for me to list, but towards the right, there's a whole lot of Hemingway, Woolf, Atwood, Morrison, and Faulkner. To the left is more of Young Adult reads.<br /><br />Anyhow, hope you enjoyed!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What's the state of your bookshelves and to be read piles at the moment? </span><br /><br />Edited to add: Of course, AFTER I publish the post and write out all those titles, I realize you can click on the picture and see all the titles perfectly well. LOL.<br /><br />Anyhow, I'll leave you guys with this. I swear it's the most adorable thing I've seen in my whole existence.<br /><br /><a href="http://s744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/?action=view&current=cutecat.gif" target="_blank"><img src="http://i744.photobucket.com/albums/xx84/chocowrites/cutecat.gif" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">*I would credit the gifs, but I plucked all of these out of tumblr where they weren't credited, so I don't know who made them. BUT THANK YOU for making livening up this post, nameless gif-makers! </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">**I call it prime space because it's the shelf near to my computer, so if I really wanted to, I could <s>just not get up from my chair ever and lean over with no effort whatsover to </s> *** pick up a book to read anytime.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">***Boy, you really get a sense of how hopelessly lazy and messy I can be in this post, don't you? hahahahahaha.<br /></span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7828978647118726838.post-6732721373631344322011-01-05T13:22:00.001-08:002011-01-05T14:13:06.317-08:00my january 5th resolutionsI'll admit the last bit of 2010 slipped past me unnoticed as <s> I braved the torturous trial of college apps </s> reveled in wonderland.<br /><br />But now that I have my wits about me, I feel I ought to do some resolutions. Late ones, of course, but self-improvement is always a good thing to think about.<br /><br />Before I start my own, I'd like to share Virginia Woolf's resolutions, which I find quite fascinating:<br /><br /><blockquote>January 2, 1931:<br />Here are my resolutions for the next 3 months; the next lap of the year.<br />To have none. Not to be tied.<br />To be free & kindly with myself, not goading it to parties: to sit rather privately reading in the studio.<br />To make a good job of The Waves.<br />To stop irritation by the assurance that nothing is worth irritation [referring to Nelly].<br />Sometimes to read, sometimes not to read.<br />To go out yes—but stay at home in spite of being asked.<br />As for clothes, to buy good ones.<br /><br />January 4, 1936:<br />To read as few weekly papers…as possible [until The Years is finished];<br />to fill my brain with remote books & habits;<br />altogether to be as fundamental & as little superficial, to be as physical & as little apprehensive, as possible.<br /></blockquote><br /><br />Now, for my own:<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 204, 255); font-weight: bold;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><u>BLOGGING-WISE:</u></span></span></div><br /><ul><li>to blog nearly daily and to let my thoughts roam & gallivant & grow across this little nook of the internet <s>like mold</s> as much as possible. This is how I will do it: since I can't seem to fall asleep right away anymore, I will think of topics right before I drift off to dreamland, and write a post the next day.</li></ul><ul><li>to catch up on all the review copies I have lying around, and to be more timely in the future with my dealings with authors and publicists</li></ul><ul><li>to enact a new meme that I had an idea for yesterday, where I'll share a poem I've read that I like once a week or once every two weeks and comment on it. </li></ul><ul><li>to strive to make sure I have a perfect balance of somewhat silly posts and more serious, contemplative posts. </li></ul><ul><li>to comment more on other blogs, and to properly thank the lovely people who do comment on mine. </li></ul><ul><li>to once and for all settle on a header I like. </li></ul><br />And I figure I need to get some personal resolutions down in permanent ink. So here's mine:<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><u style="font-weight: bold;">PERSONAL:</u><br /></span></div><br /><ul><li>to keep a dream journal regularly</li></ul><ul><li>to walk the dogs every day</li></ul><ul><li>to turn away from less productive pursuits, i.e. watching tv and movies and browsing other nodes of the internet where I'm only an inactive observer. Instead, I should read, read, read and blog, blog, blog. If I can find a way to make the unproductive productive (i.e. watch tv for the purpose of learning how to screenwrite, then that would be lovely.)</li></ul><ul><li>to be altogether more kindly to the people in my life</li></ul><ul><li>to consider each word I say with great care</li></ul><ul><li>to finish another practice novel with all the trimmings: many, many drafts, many revisions, many beta runs, and much agonizing</li></ul><ul><li>write everyday: whether it be through blogging, school and scholarship essays, dream journal, new novel, poetry, short story, or free writes<br /></li></ul><ul><li>to strive to fill my mind with new knowledge ; to go the library and rent out tomes of books so that I will be someday able to converse intelligently about Dadaism and Plato and music and to by the end of the year, know twice as much as I know now.<br /></li></ul><ul><li>to be more confident </li></ul><ul><li>to care less about things that don't matter and to care more about things that do</li><br /><li>to not let it get in my way that many people have more resources and advantages than I do in terms of their education, and to instead create my own opportunities to learn and grow. But to also be thankful and keep in mind that I'm lucky to have the resources and advantages I do, since some people don't. </li></ul><ul><li>to once and for all clean up my careless commas, ponder my usage of dashes, and to fix my horrendously awful use of semicolons, which I'm sure you've all had to suffer through. </li></ul><br />And that's about it, I think.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What are some of your resolutions? </span>in which a girl readshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12563423294648988362noreply@blogger.com